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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
9:26 pm - Cammie hates me
I was just walking down the stairs and the lights were out in the hallway and i stepped on cammie!!!! I think i suffocated her. It was the saddest thing ever and i thinkk she is going to hate me for as i long as i live.

Not to change the topic or anytihng, but i'm going to become fucing famous with me and teddy's music business. he got a tight new microphone today...the ones that are in real music studios that like hang upside down. yeah..

yesterday i kirked out at andrew cuz i he is a total dickface...no..seriosly.

i had my english and literature exams today...i failed lit. the scarlet letter has totally screwed my life over. hester prynne needs to stop sleeping around so nathaniel hawthorne can stop writing about the hoe.

i'm stoked for the weekend. tomorrow i am seeing coach carter wtiht the whole basketball team. we also play edmund burke on saturday. taht should be exciting. i need a boy. no..i need a man. a real man. thats all.

the end

current mood: crazy

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Monday, January 3rd, 2005
Yes...I know...I haven't updated in a good 6 months. I feel like a total bitch, but I just got incredibly lazy and started slackin. Okay. Well I'll start off with a HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone. I had a pretty fun break. Me and my family went to Cancun for about 8 days. I love it there!!! This year my parents allowed me to go to night clubs. I met a few cool people at the hotel who were all legal and we all went to Senor Frogs. It was so much fucking fun!!! I just love dancing. I drank a little, but didn't get super drunk. I realized that I can have a fucking awesome time while being sober. I was dancing crazily...dancing like no one else was there. I didn't care what anyone else around me thought...I was just having an amazing time. I met a boy the first night at Senor Frogs. His name was Sean. HOTTTTT!! Yeah I had a good time with him. I went to Senor Frogs the next two nights and met some boys as well and had a nice time. Haha.

I came home from Cancun Friday with a semi-nice tan. I got grounded for New Years Eve because I was quite naughty in Cancun one evening when I came back to the hotel room at 4:30 in the morning and my parents had no clue where I was. Mel was a sweetheart and came over around 11 to chill with me for the rest of New Years. That made me so happy because there was no way my parents were going to let me out and I just love Melanie to pieces!!!! I got the second part to season 6 of Sex and the City. I almost fainted when my dad showed it to me. Me and Mel watched a few episodes. We're crazily obsessed!!

The next day I chilled with Nat. Nothing too interesting occurred. We met up with Mel a little later and rocked out to Dance Dance Revolution where Mel kicked all our asses. It was funnnn!! Then we chilled with Greg and his friend, Jeff, for a little. Jeff was having a party that night...we went for a little, but dipped out quickly because it was fucking lame as shit. Instead, we went to Cracky's, got caught by his mom doing a drug deal, got kicked out of his house, dipped for a little, met up with Cracky again, blazed, went to McDonald's, and then went back to my house. It was quite interesting.

Yesterday I went shopping for a little with my mom and my sister. I later chilled with Teddy for a little and then met up with Jess and Frances. I hadn't seen them in soooo long. We christened Jess's new baby bong. Soo cute! I took three hits out of that baby and was out of my mind. Haha.

Today I had basketball practice for 2 hours. I wasn't as out of shape as I thought I was going to be. Then Faiza, Kerrigan, and me went out to the Cosi for lunch. Those girls are so funny.

I'm going back to school tomorrow. I have barely done any work and to be honest with all of you, I don't think I'm going to start. I've been soooo lazy lately. This laziness needs to end and I need to get on my shit. Well that is about it. I hope that you are happy now, Mel. Mwaa!

current mood: lazy

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Friday, June 4th, 2004
3:05 pm - Denial My Ass
Yeah so basically I have to in for an evaluation this Thursday concerning my apparent alcohol and substance abuse. This whole thing is such bull shit. My parents have caught me literally 20 times, and this is the first time that they are actually doing something about it. I mean...I used to have a couple pee tests, but otherwise everything was straight.

So basically my mom and myself got into a huge argument about how she thinks I'm in denial, but I honestly do not have any problems. I'm not dependent on weed or alcohol. I don't need it. I enjoy it, that doesn't mean I need it.

Whatever...I'm just aggravated right now and don't feel like writing any more. Peace.

current mood: aggravated

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Friday, May 14th, 2004
4:41 pm - ...and it's only Friday!!
Yeah so today I had school, but it wwas basically the senior's last day so they had this special barbeque for them but I decided to dip out cause i'm not into that shit. i left at 11:50 and drove home. we got a new kitten last night. we named her cammie. we also have another cat and his name is doug. doug isnt taking the change too well, but hopefully he will adjust. cammy is soooo small and cute!!! so i came home and for an hour just watched the two of them looking at each other.

so this afternoon jen came to pick me up and we went to this guy, danny's apartment. we were chillin with sam and these 3 other people. we smoked out of jen's bubbler. i'm so fucked up right now. looking forward to getting completely fucked up later. peace

current mood: high

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Thursday, April 15th, 2004
8:42 pm - Oh Man...What a Day!
Again I got a nice surprise when I was leaving school. My wonderful best friend, Jen, picked me up from school again. She skipped her doctor's appointment, and we blazed. I told my parents that I was going to the Georgetown Prep vs. Landon game. I feel as though everything I tell my parents are lies, which they are, because I am always blazing. Haha.

So we go to "the spot" where we always blaze. We left the battery on while we were blazing, and we were listening to music. So we are about to dip out. We start up the car and it won't start up. We couldn't call either of our parents because we were in a sketchy spot. The battery died! We were sooooo smacked and didn't know what to do. I called a bunch of my friends, but they were all at practices or some shit. Finally I called Manda and she came right away. Manda and me figured out how to jump start the car. That was the first time I've ever done it. I felt so successful.

So we were so happy to finally get the car started. We all dip out. I'm in Manda's car and I tell Jen to go home immediately because of her battery. So Jen is behind us blazed as shit and when manda and me stop at an intersection Jen hits the back of our car. She dented both cars!!! Ugh..it was an insane day, but nothing too out of the ordinary. Crazy shit happens to me all the time, like getting caught in school with an inflatable bong and not getting in ANY trouble.

Well that's about it. I'm still a bit burnt out. Weed rules.

The end.

current mood: crazy

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Friday, March 19th, 2004
10:48 am - Crazy Ass Week.
Today is the first day of my spring break. It's going to be pretty awesome.

Last night I slept at Jen's even though she has school today. Her parents are out of town for the weekend so there were no parentals. It was fabulous. First we blazed in her sister's bed which was straight. Then we went to Chipotle which fucking rocked. Then a little after ten we went to pick up Ian who also has school today. We all hit this cute little bong. It was awesome. Then we watched Elimidate, The Fifth Wheel, and Ripley's Believe It Or Not. Elimidate has to be the funniest show. So yeah Jen went to school and I decided to come home.

So hear I am on my computer. I just straightened my hair. It looks aight. Tonight is going to be fun as hell even though we're all kind of sketched out. Today we're picking up a lot of beer.

This Thursday I'm going to visit Jess at Tulane. It's going to be so much fun! I'm really excited. It's warm and supposedly really nice there. Manda...I wish you could come! Okay well that is about it. Peace out.

current mood: excited

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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
4:31 pm - You Know I'm Out When I Start Eating My Tongue
So let me explain the title of my El-Jay to all of you. Yes, it was Friday (and I know I already did a Friday update, but I forgot to mention this and fee it is necessary) and Catherine, Manda, Kristie, and me were blazing in Manda's living room. Ya know, we're doin our thing and then Catherine (being the crazy girl that she is) starts eating her tongue!!! It was the nastiest, and yet funniest, thing we had all ever seen. So ya know...a few minutes later Manda asks Catherine if she wanted to smoke any more. Catherine replies: "You know I'm out when I start eating my tongue." It must have been one of those "you had to be there" things, but it was oh so hilarious.

So last night. Oh man...it was insane! I get to Jen's at around 6 and we started drinking immediately. There was $80 worth of beer. It was me, Jen, Marlee, Nat, Brit, Chris, Taylor, and George. Then, ya know, the day/night progresses and more and more people just start piling in: Grace, Ian, Skye and her friends, Dave, Alex, Diego, etc. Everyone is soooo incredibly drunk. We're having a great time. Then Jen's lovely father, Paul, walks downstairs and kicks everyone out!!! I fled the scene immediately. I went upstairs and passed out. All the guys and girls left except Grace, Jen (obviously), Nat, and Marlee. It was sooo fun though, and quite funny.

I wish the night didn't end on such a bad note though. I don't remember much, but tis was fun. Today Jen wakes Marlee and myself up at, yes, 6 o'clock in the morning. FUCKER! We all eventually wake up, eat, eat, eat some more, get a lecture from Mrs. Hersh, go to the spot and blaze, eat, and then Jen drops me off at home.

This was a fun weekend. My past two weekends have rocked! I hope I keep this streek going. The thing that sucks about the end of the weekend is homework, which I am attempting to do right now, but just don't have the motivation to do so. I need to though, I must get good grades because I must go to Tulane. Well that is it.


current mood: crazy

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Saturday, February 21st, 2004
11:05 am - I Almost Forgot
Yesterday, me, manda, catherine, and christie saw carson from queer eye for the straight guy. he fucking looked like ken the barbie doll. he had perfectly blonde hair. stylyed perfectly. and he was drinking a frappaciono! yes sir. a frappaciono. well that's about it.

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10:33 am - My Black Cat Has White Pubic Hair
he is the hottest man ever!
That was just my sister carrie and I definitely agree with that.

So yes last night was very fun. First Manda and I painted her laundry room and we both made 30 dollars. We then met up with Catherine and her crazy friend Christie. It was so much. We blazed and then went to Cici's. Oh man...all you can eat pizza, pasta, salad, bread, cinnamon shit, etc. Going there stoned was the best idea ever!

So then Manda and I met up with spiegel at mcdonalds. manda's friend kate wettel and her two other friends met up with us there too. we went and blazed with them on some weird ice rink park place. i dont even know dude. it was fun.

i then went home. i was so tired, but yes that was my night.

today i am getting a haircut. it is going to look so pretty for tomnight. i'm excited!!! i love you all

current mood: excited

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Monday, February 16th, 2004
11:41 am - Procrastination Like Whoa!
So this weekend totally rocked my pants off! I definitely hung out with a lot of people that I haven't hung out with in like forever.

Okay well Friday I didn't have any school so I decided to go to the first half of school with Jen. We then went to this girl's house and got drunk at about 2 o'clock in the afternoon. Pretty sick, eh? I then had to walk to the metro station all by myself. I'm tripping on my self as I walk across Wisconsin Avenue. It was so scary.

Then Manda picked me up at Grosvenor Station. We went to the gas station and put more air in her tires. My whole ass was exposed to Nicholsan Lane. Someone even honked. Then me, Manda, and Susan went to Hinode and got Hibachi. Susan got tipsy and started telling her whole life's story to the woman sitting next to her. It was funny. Then Manda and I left and went to Catherine's and they straightened Maria's fro. It was hilarious! They gave her a complete makeover!!! Bob thought she looked like hell though. Haha. Then Susan came over and we did her over as well. Oh Tipsy Susan. What a character.

After that Manda and I went over to Mel Mel 2004's and we met Katie. She was cool. We blazed like some shit and then went to McDonald's. There were literally 20 WJ kids there. It was a lot of fun. Catherine almost got raped by Randy.

Then Manda and I went home and Meredith, Spiegel, and Katya came over. We watched some of Y Tu Mama Tambien. We basically only watched the sexual parts. They were hot. Then they left and we crashed.

The next day I chilled with Manda and Lissa for a little and then went to Jen's. We went to the BCC club for a nice Valentine's dinner. It was really nice. Then we went back to Jen's and got drunk like some shit. These two guys came over at around 12 and we all passed out at 3. We then woke up at 4 and they were still there, but then left.

The next day me, Marlee,and Weni hit the gravity and watched some Stalking movie on USA. It was ab-fab. We then picked up Artem and dropped me off.

I then went to the Melanie's which was really fun. It was nice to see a lot of people who I hadn't seen before. Manda and I eventually left, went to blaze, and then she dropped me off.

So right now I am trying to write a literary essay, but I really don't feel like doing it. Whatever, I need to so here I go. I love you all!

current mood: happy

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Thursday, February 12th, 2004
10:59 am - Yooo!!!
Yeah so I am home because for some reason I don't have school today or tomorrow. I'm actually kind of bored. I just watched 2 episodes of Sex and the City from the 5th season. I love that show like whoa!!!

It's WJ's lunch break right now so Manda is coming to visit me because she is the coolest. Yesterday me, Manda, and Jen all hung out. We went to the mall.

Then me and Jen and Marlee hung out for a little and I went home. I was sooo tired. I went to sleep at about 9. At about 1 in the morning I started to hear little screams. I don't know if I was dreaming because I could have sworn that I was up. I don't know I was freaking out. Well that is about it. I love you

current mood: satisfied

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Sunday, February 8th, 2004
10:18 am - Amazonia!!!!
I don't know why, but my room is always sooo fucking hot! Manda and I like to call it Amazonia because, well, IT'S THE FUCKING AMAZON!!!!

So Friday I went to Jen's. Nat, Marlee, Ida, and Chloe were there. It was fun. We went to some random guys house and then left two minutes later. The next morning i watched Thirteen. I've seen that movie before, but I completely forgot everything. It is soooo good!!! The acting it really good.

So yesterday I went to the birthday lunch for the one and only Mel Mel 2004. It was fun!!! I hope that Mel had a great birthday!! AFter that Manda, Nina, Lizzy and me all went to Borders. We waiting online for about 30 minutes for free tea. I don't even know. I was so confused.

Last night I didn't do anything. I babysat Paul and watched three episodes of SEx and the City. I want to go to NYC during Fleet Week. I actually think its coming up. The guys look soooo hot!!! I then passed out.

Today I have a lot of homework. I think I'm about to pass out. My room is so fucking hot. I think I just lost 10 pounds just sitting here.

By the way...Amanda got me re-hooked on the song "Give It To You" by Jordan Knight. Everyone knows the song...TRUST ME IT'S EXCELLENT AND OH SO HOT! Everyone...download it. It's orgasmic and so is he!

current mood: hot

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Wednesday, February 4th, 2004
6:05 pm - And The Mystery Begins...
In English class I'm writing a mystery. I'm actually excited. It's about a murder of this young, beautiful girl who was murdered by her best friend. I have only written the outline, but I'm excited to actually get started on the story.

In other news, I am eating a lot of sour cream and onion chips right now even though dinner is soon. My dad is bringing home vegetarian chili for me from Hard Times Cafe. Hopefully they won't fuck up this time and give me a whole plate of BEEF!

Today I completely flunked my English test, but so did everyone else so I think he is curving the grades.

Oh let me talk about yesterday. It was fun! Manda, Jen, Catherine, Erica, and me all hung out. We played with strap-on dildos, gave me an ice burn, embarassed myself at Tapei Tokyo, and chilled. I then went home and read a lot. I need to start getting into books because I am going to have to read at college. As much as I dislike reading, I'm going to have to do it. Oy vey. Well that is all for now.

Sherlock Holmes

current mood: accomplished

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Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
9:55 am - Oy Vey
Yeah so yesterday was not a very good day. I don't know what was wrong with me...I don't know if I was just PMSing, really depressed, or what. In school nothing in particular happened except during fifth period when I got the worst headache EVER! It was awful. I felt like I was going to vomit. It was so nauseating. From then on people were just annoying the hell out of me. People just say stupid things sometimes.

Yeah so on the bus ride home...I guess our bus forgot to come get us so we had to ride on the bus with the 200 kids below the age of 10. It had to be the worst experience of my life. I was sitting in the very last seat. There were kids every where I looked. This did not help my head ache at all. I couldn't wait to get off the bus.

So then I got home and everything was just so gloomy. There was no brightness. When the weather is kind of nasty I just get into these bad moods. I don't know. Hopefully today will be better considering that we don't have any school. I was really happy about that.

For literature I am reading this book called Swift As Desire. It's a very passionate book. I really like it. It's one of the first books this year that I can actually say I enjoy. It's amazing.

This morning I watched the E True Hollywood Story on Janis Joplin. It was really interesting.

P.S. Yesterday a woman came for an hour to talk to us about safe sex. She showed us these photographs of actual penises and vaginas with STDs. It had to be the most disgusting thing I had ever seen. So for all those people out there who are fucking, HAVE SAFE SEX!

Thank you.

current mood: bitchy

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Sunday, February 1st, 2004
2:10 pm - Helloooooo
Yeah so this was a pretty good weekend. Friday night I went to Manda's and we just chilled at her house. Mel Mel 2004 came over for a little. We watched about an hour and a half of the Discovery channel. We watched this whole thing on hermaphrodites. It was the most interesting thing EVER!!!! We learned about these little hermaphrodites named Judy, Tammy, and then this little boy that I felt really bad for. Don't you guys think that if hermaphrodite was pronounced the way Aphrodite was pronounced it could sound like a Greek God? I definitely think so.

So yesterday morning I had a dentist's appointment. No cavities!!!! Woo hoo. I definitely thought I would have atleast one because on the weekends I never brush my teeth any more. I just don't have the strength. I'm either too drunk or high to remember. I then chilled with Manda. We got Panda Express at the mall. It totally rocked my pants off.

Later I went to Jens. I really should have been going to my basketball game, but I was just like wutever fuck that shit. So I went to Jen's. We picked up Chris and went down to Adam's Morgan and bought some alcohol. Adam's Morgan is the scariest place EVER at night. We dropped Chris off in Mazza Gallery. We then went back to Jen's and got our yummy Chinese food. Mmmm...sesame tofu. It was sooo good! Marlee, Jen, and myself then got to drinking. It was fun. Her parents caught us, but it was straight. Kind of funny actually. Later these two guys came over for a little bit. This morning we went to Kruipins for breakfast. That is our Sunday morning thing. We should have our pictures on the wall there. We are regular customers like whoa.

Overall...it wasn't too shabby of a weekend. Too bad I have to finish this book and then write a 2 page report on it that is due tomorrow. well...I can some how manage. It's on an interesting topic. Tongith is the super bowl!!!! The Patriots are going to kick the Panther's asses. CArrie and I are having our own little party. There will be tons of Chinese food, beer, and a big screen TV. I need to get my homework done before hand though.


current mood: hyper

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Monday, January 26th, 2004
12:53 pm - Sexxxxx
Your Sexual Profile (you sexual deviant you...) by sparkledee
Your Secret Kink ThingYou put food in other holes.
Your Sexual StrengthAmazing fingers...oh YES!
Your Sexual WeaknessYour freaky noises during sex
Your Likely STDChlamydia
How Many Partners in Crime?Don't worry. You're a slut.
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12:44 pm - SNOW!!!!!
Hey...so I know I haven't updated in a while so I decided to do so because I know how much Mel Mel 2004 looooooves my entries. So let's see...what has been going on in my life. Well this past weekend was alright. Friday night I hung out with Natalie and Jen. I forget what we did.

The next day Marlee came over. Manda chilled with us for a little. Artem was there too. Dude i can't do this. I have nothing interesting to say. I LOVE YOU MEL MEL 2004!!!!! DEEP PENETRATION IS THE KEY TO GREAT SEX.

current mood: crazy

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Thursday, January 15th, 2004
5:46 pm - Ahhh Jason Is Sooooo Cuuuuuute!!!
Today was quite interesting. I had only one exam so that was cool. My mommy picked Teddy and myself up after school and we went back to my house. We watched Scarface. Tony Montana is so pimp.

Then we attempted to go to sleep but then we just chilled in bed and talked about life. Then we went to Teddy's house and had a seminar and studied for our science exam tomorrow. Hold up mother fuckers!

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Tuesday, January 13th, 2004
6:37 pm - This Week Is Going To Fucking Rock!
I don't know about all of you, but personally, I love exam weeks. I don't study ever for that shit so I never have to do anything. I don't have to worry about getting papers in or doing other homework. So today was my first of exams. Manda picked me up at 2:22 and we went back to her house. Then Meir called and Manda and I went to pick him up. Next we called Ari about something then we met him Josh, Sam, and Chinky or whatever the hell his name is and we all went back to Manda's and got our blaze on. It was a very eventful day.

I'm excited for the new Real World tonight! That is so the best show! Right now I am watching a very funny episode of Seinfeld. It's the episode where George does the complete opposite of every natural instinct. I love this show. It's so clever. Lainie is def. my fav.

My mom made these amazing pumpkin muffins. I can't stop eating them. They are sooo good. Well that is about it. I love you all.

current mood: mellow

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Friday, January 9th, 2004
1:48 pm - The Week Is Almost Over
So it's Friday and I am currently in school. I am sooo glad that the week is over. yeah so next Tuesday is the start of our exams. I haven't studied once, and I really don't intend on doing so. I am such a good student! So let's see what interesting things have gone on this week.

Well last weekend was interesting. I almost got killed, thank you Jen, cough cough. Let me think. It was just a fun weekend.

This week I ditched basketball practice and chilled with the one and only Amanda and Jess. That was fun. We chilled and went to Baja Fresh to eat where I yelled the word "blaze" for apparently no reason at all. We then watched Jawbreaker which is the best movie ever. Fern Mayo looks like Mase Jerome's daughter. I shall not say her first name. hahaha.

Hmm...well I am not quite sure what I am going to do this weekend. I know that tonight I am hanging out with Mel and probably Manda. Who the hell knows. Manda, I left a few fucked up messages on your machine on your cell phone. I miss Cancun like whoa. I also really want a boyfriend. I really really really want one. hmm.

I really want to go to Tulane as well. That would be so much fun. I just know that I need to go to a really big school with a lot of PARTYING! What if I don't get any work done? That would be unfortunate. That would mean that I would be kicked out of the school. Dude. I am so lost right now. This is the most cracked out entry...EVER!
Well that is about it. I love you all. farewell

current mood: lazy

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